but one of them has been playing competitive CS for 7 years already... and he said" aiya things we say in game, shouldn't take to heart". but i did apologise despite that reassurance that it was "ok". i don't think its ok. sometimes i really suck as a friend.
i went for salsa class as usual today.. but almost no one from my class stayed for fiesta :/ I realised that the people who were regulars there were actually very friendly , but i just lack that confidence to ask them to dance. They can dance really well. REALLY well...
My bro's coming back later today. saturday :) its been damn long since he's been back. and yet i've nothing to blog about except that he's coming back haha hope he brings some nougats? lol i suck as a brother. haha
actually, i have no mood to blog now. its 4am,and my grandma is outside in the hall ocmplaining of back pains. This doesn't bode well at all. the last time she had back pains she had pneumonia and was warded. its so worrying. my uncle's wedding dinner is on 7/7/07, i hope and wish she'll be fine and well on that happy day. I feel damn helpless watching her try to fall asleep..
