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but well, i like the way my blog looks, even though i am waiting for someone to help me get an alternative layout *looks at Zee* who DID sorta promise lol SORtA.
but nvm, i'm still halfway sick, yet not sick kinda thing. i'd rather be fully down and out if that means i can get a few days off lol . but anyway , its ok.
I think I made the right choice today.
weddings(or receptions) happen ONCE in a lifetime(well, once for every person you know , according to chinese tradition) and classes, well, can be retaken(CHOY!! TOUCH WOOD!), but still, i don't mind skipping half my diploma class on SUNDAY MORNING (FUCK MAN WHO THE HELL PLANS THESE THINGS?!?!) and cab back up to meet my parents to go to the reception in malaysia.
I put myself into "overdrive" during that 1.5 hour half a class and realised, that the guy was really taking damn long to complete a chapter while going through examples. detailed as he was, I still think he could have gone 2X faster and i could have lapped it all up without spilling a drop. but of course, i look at my right, and this guy who's also doing NS asks me a definition thats both mentioned in the book and over the past 2 lessons like, 5-6 times? and it was on a handout the lecturer gave, as well as open in front of him. Then i came to realise how FREAKING RETARDED some people just can't be bothered, or can't catch up. (and now in retrospect, i can be very demanding on others if i deem them not to be doing their part in catching up with class. Or maybe just not doing their part )
but the feeling does seem very familiar in the sense that its not a NEW feeling to me. not that i'm better in any significant way, but i can't help feeling like a big fish in a small pond again. or rather, a larger than average one. ok, maybe not so BIG.
heh, the more i read that the more i feel the person who wrote that is abit too full of himself. but well, whatever.
i do notice that my posts, like my essays, tend to degenerate ..from a good start lol
check this out. a rhying dictionary!! try and find a word that has the LEAST or CAN't be rhymed! the least words i got were for MILK. which rhymes with ilk, silk and Bilk(wtf?). Happy rhyming!
