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I finally know why ppl hate ns. lol its not just the unrealistic workload, or the low pay, or the lack of freedom- its the fact that you're being taken advantage of that really eats into you. REALLY eats into you. After being nice to ppl at my dept for so long, its really irritating to see ppl take the helpfulness for granted. ok, those i've been nice to really look out for me ,and i must say if i want something, people can and will help me get it-coz i'd do the same. but its always the rotten eggs in the basket that really stink up the place. I try to keep an open mind and have a "as long as you don't bug me, i'll be of assistance if i can" ideaology , but some people really just push it .

If you notice, i've almost NEVER touched on work. EVER.

maybe its the stress inside trying to find another outlet.

blah. tml is a crappy full day of events and shit. morning will be stock full of things to do.. then i'll be shuttled off to some change of command ceremony which i had almost zero idea of till yesterday. And so i'll be there till 6pm. SIX. on a FRIDAY . 1 hour more. worst thing is i'll be somewhere i'm not familiar with. somewhere enroute to NTU from boon lay. basically i'll be spectating a parade for 4 hours. great.

then i'll have to go over to RAFFLES CITY for that stage performance chris(the non-gay one) set me up for. 18 bucks leh .. sian... I need charity man!! Lol its a charity thing

I'll be so tired :( oh well, whats new.

quote:
you always look so tired - 2nd aunt,